dear tragedy

Watched Little Miss Sunshine for the second time the other day. Got to say it had my impact on me compared to the first time. Perhaps its after being in FSV...anw if u havent watch. GO WATCCH IT NOWWW

Imagination can be fatal

THANK U!

blur

everything right now is in deep fucking blur

wow wow wow

madnesss

zzz

i start either at 8 or 9 in the morning everyday. my attendance next sem is so gonna suck....and maybe my grades as well...zzz

wow

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fyk0skFDflo

seriously many of us should be giving our respect rather than making him a subject of ridicule. this guy really has balls. if only i had the same amount of courage as him, to do my own shit and not give a fuck about what others think.

THE BEAR JEW

enjoyed every minute of inglorious bastards. definitely tarantino's greatest film of all time. hope i get to do feature films like this in the future.

its never good to b early

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

one for the readers

shit on a stick

nice video

you make my armpits moist

baby i miss you so much

LOSER

ive yet to watch district 9 and UP. looks like im going to be the biggest loser of 09. but right now i really want to watch moon. anything with kevin spacey has to be good regardless whether if he is jus a robot in the show. looks like this entire holiday will be dedicated to watching good shit.

currently enjoying my long holiday. got to say this is one of the best holidays of my life. No need to study, no need to go back to school for extra classes and go back for CCA only if you feel like it (how it works for me). i wake up everyday looking for shit to do. no more shit looking for me to be done. this is what i call a holiday my friends.

blogging is getting boring

just another one of them

help is on the way

plan attack conquer

hi all im still alive.

my first semester in Ngee ann is coming to an end....

cant wait for the semester break.....

i need a vacation...........

hope all is well.....

Low Attendance Notification: MATTHEW YANG JIEFENG (10078193D)

Dear MATTHEW YANG JIEFENG,

Your attendance record shows that you have been missing classes lately. We are concerned about your absence from classes and urge you to improve your attendance record.

Module: FSV/ 1STORY
Description: STORYTELLING TECHNIQUES

The rules of the Polytechnic require students to attend all scheduled classes. If the attendance record for a module falls below 80% - and this could include lateness to class - the consequence could be a debarment from the final assessment or examination for that module. Debarment from a repeat module and/or 3 or more modules would result in dismissal from the course.

Please ignore this email if you have already applied to withdraw from the course. On the other hand, you may have compelling reasons for your absence, for example, medical leave or duties at official functions. If you have not already done so, please submit documentary evidence for your absence at the School General Office.

You are also encouraged to speak to your Advisor and lecturers to clarify any doubts you may have regarding your studies and your personal constraints in attending classes.

As regular attendance is an essential part of a student's lifestyle, your presence will make a difference to the class!

This email is a system generated email. Please do not reply. If you are in doubt of your attendance records, please check with your lecturer or General Office.

CALL ME DADDY!!!

hmm

i wonder what you are doing right now.

(N)

you never fail to surprise me.

irule

woke up at 10.48 am for a 9am class. i am rippin.

causality

i am going to sleep it off.

-.-""""""""""

caught my mother dancing to the strokes earlier......i have nothing to say....

found out I didnt do my reflection exercise....10 marks (a lot) gone. I seriously have nothing to say.

on the other hand, i must say my grp did pretty good in IS today. good job guysss

ignorance is definitely bliss

ignorance is definitely bliss

ignorance is definitely bliss

ignorance is definitely bliss

ignorance is definitely bliss

ignorance is definitely bliss

ignorance is definitely bliss

ignorance is definitely bliss

ignorance is definitely bliss

ignorance is definitely bliss

ignorance is definitely bliss

ignorance is definitely bliss

ignorance is definitely bliss

puff the magic dragon

GOOD DAY

here we go again

matthew matthew why didnt you start doing your work during the 1st week of the holiday?

spinning spinning spinning

lately life has been really goooood.

ive got a thang for knights

it was a good evening...welcome holidays!

french navy

buffering

work kills

tired like one dog

sian to the max

today i learned that from now on i must always hide my food deeper in the fridge. my egg salad suddenly disappear. sian.

doing work now. sian

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R.I.P my dear LCA

I hope I make it out next week alive...

t00

Dear blog,

i am well. hope you are too.

\o/

hold on die fast

this week has been really intense. far too many things are happening in one go. everything happens so fast that u can seem to grasp onto reality. when you look back, you cant seem to recall anything.

time sure flies by so dam fast.

concussions

doing work at unearthly hours. \m/

C

got a bad grade. had a bad day.

FLY away

im soo tired of bullshit....

50 word stories

so much writing. z z z

thonggam

life has been bleak...

T1B1

so today i went for the FMS's induction programme. got to meet my class. nothing impressive. jus gotta say the DPA kids are dam hxc...

naughtylust

FMS camp was dopeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

clever

i want this on my mac!!!!!!!

caught in the middle

today my parents dam tension and i got caught in the middle. sibei sian

dont dink and drance

i was a fat scout

today i looked through my taiwan jamboree photos and it brought back many fond memories of taiwan.....and my my...look at keith...so cute.

something goood.

YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Al Ameen

caught spurs vs chelski with loy yesterday. must admit i didnt really expect a win but nonetheless it was a very close fight and full credits goes to modric on the superb strike. being pretty safe from relegation, its time to look up the table cos europe is within reach. cmon u spurs!!!!!!!

happy holidays.

today i managed to catch up with vikkash and nahshon. gd day

a hot hot day.

hmm today i went shooting with big ben around the area....it was a very hot day and despite it we managed to cover quite a distance. we checked out Kampong Buangkok , a place i never knew existed. it was cool to see Kampongs still around especially it being right in the middle of no where...and the place was definitely dam chillax....very quiet and serene....there was also a lot of stuff to shoot and a very good spot....anw while we were there we got chased by dogs and it was a very scary experience...

i also managed to get better insight abt NP after talking to ben....i kinda have a better picture of what to expect. in other words being more mentally prepared. i have also decided to give my freshmen camp a miss. i hope i do not regret this decision....

got MILK?

wah looks nice.....gotta say sean penn pulled this off real neat..

u dont have her u still have us

nais

managed to catch departures. i loved every bit of it. i must say the flim totally deserved its oscar. japanese people are such geniuses...and i am very glad i didnt have to watch it alone.

where is liquid snake?

on wednesday i watched white palms with big ben. it was a really good show..the story line was not too bad but the cinematography was excellent...very visually enticing. the show was also mostly in Hungarian and somehow it enhanced its appeal....what made things even better was tat there was probably less than 5 people in the cinema..and if there was a distinctive silence during the show it will be really really quiet. its like up sizing silence..making u feel as if u were deaf.
what top things off was that i only paid 6 bucks for the the ticket. great being a student..

on wednesday i also celebrated SY's brithday. to be honest i dont really know this guy too well. there wasnt really any big celebrations but i am very glad to be part of it. i hope he enjoyed him self (bcos i did) despite him being sick and that it was a good one for him.

today i spent almost the entire day with my playstation. i managed to get my hands on Metal Gear Solid 4 thanks to ben.... i am a big Metal Gear Solid fan and boy am i impressed with this sequel. ive been following Metal Gear Solid since their PS1 days and their PS3 sequel is very impressive. with dhoby surround and HD graphics it is really a whole new gaming experience. the game play is dam power and the continuation of the story is getting very interesting. Hideo Kojima is a true genius and the game is epic!!

schlut party fun

see you again!

why must scouts be so early in the morning? why do i have to pay adult fare?

good and not good

todays weather sucked ballz but i had a kick ass lunch with the dudes. i like.

the 100% girl

hotttttttttttttttttttttttttt

is it me or is the weather getting warmer and warmer? is it me or is there an increasing presence of haze?? it has been pretty hot lately and it is getting quite torturing...to make things worse, my air conditioner is down... i hardly ever use it and it has to die on me when i need it the most....its so bad that i havent been able to get good sleep. sleep has been so faint and light. i am a deep sleeper, i always sleep very well. sometimes even too dam well. after getting such crappy sleep i totally feel like shit man.

anyway i think i totally need brain exercise. i havent been putting my brain much to good use lately ( not like i ever did anyway) bcos the things ive been doing has jus been sleep,sleep,sleep,play computer,watch tv,eat,eat,eat. which has resulted in me having really really bad memory...i totally need to put my brain to much better use. like maybe putting it to solve algebra......otherwise my brain will eventually diminish into a useless lump of fattt ( which already is... ) well my point is that i really think i should get my ass off and find something productive to do.....otherwise i will jus waste away...

world scouts day and thinking day is jus ard the corner. which means busy busy busy! yes ah...

grabbing the devil by the ballz

i should freaking talk less siaaa............

si -kao

people always ask me why i still go back for scouts on saturdays and frankly speaking, that is a question i myself cant answer.

KILL DA M F

MY EYESSS

O Canada..

Greetings

postman joy

nice neighbors

somebody stole my only pair of havaianas....very nice..

life is so fucking unfair

ok its pretty much guaranteed that my appeal to CJC is a failure despite my score meeting the cut off. its freaking absurd that some people sharing the exact same points as me managed to get in through JAE. getting into CJC was my drive to do well and i very well know that i studied too dam hard for this. this is such a disappointment. i deserve it as much as anyone else. this is soo cheebye.
life is so dam fucking unfair!!!!!!!! *(@*(@@%&*(@%&*(%&*(@$@ not worth the freaking effort. i should have dam gone to watch camera obscura last year if i had known that i wouldnt make it to cjc. i sacrificed so much. fucking fucked up feeling. feeling so dam rejected. always coming up second best. derek ong must be freaking laughing at me man and everybody will definitely think less of me. i never ever get what i want. this is an exact carbon copy of my appeal to ACS Br back then. things just dont seem to fucking work out. ever.

still waiting.

spurs is quite a joke....buying back defoe,chimbonda and keane.....who knows berba might be coming back to the lane as well...

what can i say?

just really no dam fate...

dont you remember?

JAE postings will be out tomorrow morning...i am anxious yet excited at the same time. i really do not know what to expect. i hope i get what i really really want and that my prayers will be answered.

nothing but a dam good time.

so dam tired...

here we go again.

i went for a haircut yesterday. lost all the hair ive kept over the past few months.
for those whom have seen me lately they will know what i am talking about...
with the haircut i totally look hella lot different and feel hella lot different.
i feel kinda good and fresh....feeling like a whole new person. which is probably what i need right now. which brings me to another topic. i am quite hyped about school. it will be a whole new beginning and experience , which is quite exciting.... meeting new people and doing new things..

anyway today is the eve of Chinese New Year which arrived a little earlier compared to the previous years. its all gna be the same like the other Chinese New Years...so much that u cant even distinguish the difference when u look back. its gonna be seeing the same people , having the same dialogues like "wah so tall already!" , "got play basketball?" , "going Army already ah"and all the blah blah blah blah.......its gna be soo fun.. yay.

miserable.

MISERABLE.

a great feeling..

i really really hope my plans work out man....and it has been scorching hot man...

mushroom swiss double

hmm i havent posted in awhile and i dont actually have much to write today..
this week has been an especially busy one for me. compared to the previous weeks ive been more occupied during this current one which i feel is more fufilling...and i probably should maximise whatever days i have left before school starts..which might be fast approaching..

there has been several highlights during this ongoing week. i went LAN gaming with the guys on monday, sampled left 4 dead which i must say was dam funn .the class played against e5 at safra again yesterday which eventually had an similar outcome. i got rid of all my school textbooks and materials. today i also had badminton with the scouts and Wayne which was a really good sweat...and last but not least Obama's inauguration....thus ive got to say this week has been pretty fun. fun which i have not had in a long time..

unlike most people i only disposed of my sec 4 stuff recently. i havent had the balls to do so despite finishing my Os...i was so afraid that i might fail math and retain bcos i left out the freaking entire graph...math always had this bad stigma.....math is so frightening.....jus for the record i have never passed math in any exam since sec 1 and the O levels was the first....i am totally math dumb....but getting more than a pass this time was a nice feeling...especially after putting so much work into it....B3 might not even be a good score for some but it was totally a taste of 'sweet success' for me.......this might sound gay...but i wanna thank mervin,matt ng and jloh. the 3 of them really helped me a hell lot with math during the journey towards the Os. infact i received more help from them than from my math teacher...nonetheless i want to thank them for ever being so patient and always answering my dumbass questions. u guys are the best!!!!

anyway Obama is now president. he is a great man. he will make the USA a great country again. god bless america and god bless obama....

: )

tell me tell me tell me tell me

i had scouts today.......didnt do no nothing. but hella tired.

taxi driver

today was i watched Martin Scorsese's 1976 Taxi Driver starring Robert De Niro and Jodie Foster...both were them were so young then and looked way different i must say de niro looked pretty good then....the plot was neither here nor there. i couldnt really identify the main point of the show but what i really enjoyed was the gore and de niro's character -Travis-. de niro really pulled Travis off really well....probably one of his best acts of all time..

anw i have already submitted jae. now is to pray and wait....

choose sch also headache.

today i went back to montfort. cant actually grasp the fact that i actually graduated. but anw i checked out the new completed sports hall. visited both the basketball and tennis courts. it was pretty impressive...the current batch of students are definitely a lucky bunch...being able to enjoy such facilities.

thereafter i had astons at gardens and slacked the rest of the day away there.

gdday

i need another miracle.

hmmm results were ok....im pleased but not exactly satisfied. but still i really got to thank god man....
anw just made it for cjc. hopefully my application will be successful...and hopefully i wont have to appeal............

PPLZPLZPLZPLZPLZPLZPLZPLZPZLPLZPLZPLZPLZPLZPLZPLZ

vision on division

im too tired from work to worry about tomorrow.
work has been hella busy. ive been clocking at least 12 hrs of work A day for the past 3 days.
deadlines deadlines deadlines
despite the long hours, it helps prevent my thoughts from straying.
i always tell myself theres no point in worrying right now. i guess its quite true.
but i certainly hope i dont end up in tears tomorrow.
time will tell...

being affiliated to anything that makes me happy.

as many of you might know, the date has been announced already. good to say that there will be no more retarded speculation of dates and jus like almost everyone, i am very scared..

anyway i caught up with elson and luke today.it was a very last minute thing...we didnt do much but i think it was a day well spent. we met up at bugis and eventually made our way to novena by foot. we had good chats on the way and it made the distance covered seem so insignificant...we had dinner and finally settled at balestier for rochor tau huay. i think tau huay has some magical powers....i dont know how to exactly put this in words but somehow it makes people feel good or like happy and it totally helps build conversations. its like some catalyst that enhaces social interaction. i totally have the best conversations over tau huay and today was no different. we talked about school....and it was nice.

ive got scouts later and i probably should get to bed right now.

i feel like

only good grades and money can make me happy now. my materialistic desires are like hot venom running through my blood breeding discontentment and money is the only remedy to eradicate this. thus money is not always the root of all evil.

cage was good today. it was nice to see everyone again. got to thank bh for taking his time to organize this. probably without him nothing would ever happen..

friends

cage with the guys later...im stoked.

HOLY COWWWWWWWWWW

KELE OKEREKE FROM BLOC PARTY IS GNA SPIN FOR BEAT THIS FRIDAYYY.....OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.....................

i want to go....but im not 18 yet...sad.

scared

i dont make it how?
how
how
how

\m/ MONTFART \m/

good times shall not end here my friends.

Why so scared of romance?

hopefully they might come by this year...

WHERE ARE MY SHOES?!

ok yesterday i went to collect my parcel from the post office. i bought shoes so that explains the parcel...they said i could collect it at 2pm and i went at ard 3. reached there jus to be told that it will only arrive before 6. hmm ok nice. so to kill time, i went over to misatos. chit chat,get my book back, checked out the stuff she bought from her trip to austria bla bla bla. ok then 6pm came. walked back to the post office. the lady the previously served me earlier immediatly recognized me, proceeded taking my parcel out. it came in this dam huge box big enough to house 3 boxes of shoes. i couldnt take it home like that so i decided to open it.

ok this is the best part. i opened it. saw this red puma box and i didnt buy no pumas. so i thought perhaps they ran out of boxes for my shoes. so i told myself ok my shoes might still be inside. but then when i opened the freaking box......

A pair of womens US 7.5 Puma Key Metallic High

i was quite shocked for awhile. the lady that served me was still commenting on how nice the shoe was and all when it wasnt even mine.....its so upsetting and quite unacceptable. i didnt pay good money for bullshit. now i have to endure another long agonizing wait...

but anyway the pumas are quite a nice pair. if i was a girl with a size 7.5 foot. i would probably buy them...haha..

anyway im always waiting. firstly, waiting for my earphones to be back. secondly, waiting for LSI's approval to send my LCA back for repair..why all of these must happen all at once??!

sit down lets talk.

hmm okay a standard procedure: reflect on 2008.

jus to keep things short and sweet. 2008 wasnt exactly an 'ideal' year for me. not many fond memories and in my dismay it ended with much disappointment. it was definitely a rollercoaster ride with more downs than ups.

2009 will/might be hella shitty year. however i have one resolution. which is to bring more smiles to people around me and i really mean it.